Here I was, pictures in folder, thinking to myself: "I could update my dA with this 'new' stuff I have drawn these past few somethings", and "I'm just going to tweak these few pics a little first". This was easier said than done, because not only did SAI think it'd a bad idea for me to save any files at all, but dA also doesn't want to upload the pictures I decided I don't have to fix. This makes me sad. That is all.
Actually that is not all, because I want to say that I miss drawing and I wish I could draw more. I however don't seem to be able to finish anything, and I feel like my eyes have developed further than my hands; I see all the errors I make clearly, but my hands can't do anything about them. That's probably why I never finish anything anymore and I wish I'd never found this perfectionism that's stopping me from doing stuff.
Then again, I feel like my sewing gets better all the time, so I'm hoping I'll get some cosplay pictures taken this year. Because I never finish my costumes either, but I'm a bit more committed to working on them now that I'm studying sewing and textiles. Something to expect would be Misato Katsuragi from Neon Genesis Evangelion, and Ciel Phantomhive from Kuroshitsuji. I don't want to even think of starting another one right now, because I'll definitely leave something unfinished if I have to work on too many projects at the same time. I might also mention I'm making the costumes for Sebastian, Finny, and Meirin too, so that's quite many already. Considering I have to be done by February 14th.
God help me.
P.S. My dad watched the second Kuroshitsuji musical with me and he said something along the lines of: "Yeah... those two should just get together for real or just stop messing around completely", later when I talked about Alan and Eric. My dad thinks my ship is real.